Thursday, October 28, 2010


...will it stop?
I have this constant feeling of restlessness. Sometimes it gives me energy, but at times it also wears me out! I have this little dwarf running up and down in my soul not letting me settle. Which in a way is not a bad thing, because it always guides me towards peace, which is what I am seeking in this state of mind of mine.
I suppose that instead of fighting it, I should learn to live with it, and let myself get carried with the things I have no control of. That is what I have been doing for the past month, time that I have spent at home since I came back from Taize. Let things be, stop worrying and live. But again I feel like I am lacking something and this is the moment when I know I have to change something.

What and I supposed to do? Where should I go?

Calme-toi, I like to tell myself...

But something is about to happen.

It is just one of those times when you can feel IT coming...I can...


  1. Inhale, exhale. Repeat. Repeat often.

  2. Hei,salut!Am vazut ca te-ai intors din Franta;cred ca e normal sa treci prin starea it autumn...better winter.Am ajuns si eu in Franta o perioada scurta de timp toamna asta am venit acasa.Am trecut prin adoratul meu Provence...dar a trebuit sa ma intorc.Simt si eu un gol.O neliniste,insingurare.Dar hei....asta e o chestiune temporara,te asigur.Odata ce aroma delicata a scortisoarei,dublata de cea a portocalelor si poate a vinului fiert ,iti va dezmierda narile... sufletul tau va zambi cu bucurie de copil:)
    So...say "hello"to the good things that will come!


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